The future?

It just scares me to think about the future. You don't know what is installed for you next. Anything might just happen to you one second from now. A hammer might just drop from the sky right on your head and you end up in the hospital. Someone might just whisper in your ear saying you rock his/her world. You might just get screamings for your parents for forgetting to lock the door. (As if any of these would happen)

Every tick of the clock indicates that the future is not too far away. Every tick she ticks scares me.

I'm waiting for something.

I'm waiting for the perfect (hopefully!) answer that would lead me to a whole new world.

Or not.

Oh, God, help.